I hate this I hate this I hate this I HATE THIS.
I hate that how many times I said "I'm alright, I dont really care anyway" but in fact it was the only thing I could care about and I'm damaged at best.
I hate the word "forgive" and "forget" that were thrown to my face all the time cause honestly I just cant get the meaning of those two words when it comes to this.
I hate my own tongue for saying I could let this slide & how it started everything.
I hate life for giving me lumps of shit and shimmer you with diamond.
I hate myself for not having the ability to forget everything.
I hate that this can still make cry, everytime.
